January 2011
My Secret.
brianpuspos:
Every morning I wake up and tell myself…
I was made to be greater.
-Brian Puspos
I will find my way back home....
29/365
anthonnnnyyy365:
EXTREMELY long day.
So I was trying to leave Kevin’s house around 4am and as I was driving down to the gates, I noticed it was a lot darker than normal. I get to the gate and I sat there in my car for who knows how long and then I get a call from Kevin. ” Hey the power just went out…” I ended up just sleeping over since I was trapped. Hahaha.
In the morning, went to go watch...
28/365
anthonnnnyyy365:
Went down to Kevin’s house to watch his brothers basketball practice. Jazmin and a few other people met us up there just to visit for a little bit. Jetted to Upland for Kevin’s basketball game. After wards we decided to head over to a small party. It was alright, nothing crazy. Everyone had to stay quiet for the majority of the time which was wack, but whatever. Ended up meeting...
27/365
anthonnnnyyy365:
Didn’t do much. got from Vegas to Fontana in 2hours and 22minutes. My fastest time.
Ate dinner with my Aunt and her boyfriend in Riverside. Craved KBBQ and I guess that was the only reason why we came home early from Vegas. Only because Vegas buffets lack major quality control.
26/365
anthonnnnyyy365:
Vegas actually didn’t do me very well.
Alone time in the hotel room is making me go crazy by allowing me more time to think by myself.
Fuck.
I need to get home and be around people.
New iPod nano though. Good shit. =]
25/365
anthonnnnyyy365:
Vegas.
headache.
not an ordinary headache though.
this one feels different.
this one stings. and it throbbing inside my skull.
probably my high blood pressure. i havent taken my meds for what…a year now?
my doctor told me i’m prone to have a stroke if i stopped taking them…
uh oh.
catslaw:
I was shooting a scene in my new film, No Strings Attached, in which I say to Natalie Portman,
“If you miss me. you can’t text, you can’t email, you can’t post it on my Facebook wall. If you really miss me, you come and see me.”
I began to think of all of the billions of intimate exchanges sent daily via fingers and screens, bouncing between satellites and servers. With all this...
Another sleepless night.
My favorite thing about dancing is the ability to...
Not just the flashy freestyle, but the type of freestyle where I embody the music. The genre of music gives me an alter ego.
I can be romantic, rude, grimey or confident.
I can be whoever I want to be.
Just take the time and watch me for a bit. Play a track and you’ll figure out who I am soon enough.
shewonttellyou asked: I live in Cali! Bay area though, not socal. That's where GRV is right? Bummer ):<
2 hrs 22 minutes.
from vegas to fontana.
on that speed tip.
taylorgotbeats asked: Where can I see some of your shots with that 24-70mm? Do you shoot full frame?
Anthony Tilar: Hated by most...
loved by few…well lets just keep it at “hated by most”
Fixing myself piece by piece.
It’ll take a while, but I’m getting there.
I want to go to Vibe so badly....=[
Breathe in. Breathe out. Start from scratch and...
SOMEONE GO TO VIBE WITH ME!
I'm to prideful to show people I care for them.
wesleyaguilar:
the best of the best of my friends, will know I do even I don’t mention it.
I’m down for them,
they’re down for me.♥
I am noone.
downward spiral.
I hate how I can never approach people first to talk.
I hate how I can’t handle confrontation.
I hate how I assume negative things. Really it’s just because I don’t think I deserve anything positive.
I hate how I dwell on the past.
I hate the fact that I can’t tell people what I feel.
I hate how I always say “It’s okay” when really it’s not. In reality I’m just afraid of what you might...
I can't stop beating myself up over this.
I just can’t.
What's good Vegas?
patcruz:
This is an independent short film inspired by Half-Life. The whole thing was shot with a Canon HV20 by a cast of seven friends with and a budget of $1,200. Awesome!!
"It's all anybody wants, right? Clean slate. A new...
-Grey’s Anatomy
24/365
anthonnnnyyy365:
Honestly. I didn’t do anything today. Took the time today just to relax and recuperate.
Tomorrow I’m going to Vegas to get away for a few days.
Gotta get away for a few.
elevatedlotus asked: you are the sweetest. i hope you had a great weekend mr. tilar (: stay in touch!
23/365
anthonnnnyyy365:
Sleeping on my Uncle’s couch last night was a complete fail. Woke up with bug bites all over. Barely got any sleep.
Went to El Pollo Inka which is Peruvian food over in Torrance and had to book it to practice right after.
Practice was really great tonight, a little rough, but its all good.
I just want to sleep in my own bed right now. I’m glad I’m home.
Good night.
All good things come to an end...
I still want pho.
I’ve been wanting it for the past week because I’m sick.
My dance captain told me today that I am a feminist. Surprising, that is the very first time I’ve heard that from someone.
22/365
anthonnnnyyy365:
Didn’t get to sleep until 6am today. I just couldn’t fall asleep. I didn’t take Nyquil because I actually wanted to wake up early. That idea backfired because all the coughing I did ended up keeping me up. It sucked.
Slept for maybe 4 hours and then had to wake up to head to Playa Del Rey to help some family get organized at their new house and pretty much spent the whole day...
I am going to be 21 on April 2nd.
What am I going to do?
It's not what kind a camera or lens I have. The...
johnnylacephotography:
-johnnylace